Suddenly, i felt so pathetic.

I just dont feel right.
I know you all dont have the mean to aim me, and it's him.
But it seems to me, that you guys are like indirectly aiming to me. ):
I seriously didnt blame anyone of you.
And i know he's bias too.
But that's his character, i assume.
But we cant probably want him to change that because of us, isnt it?
I think there's misunderstanding.
I'm just the student conductor, which is just like the closest helper for him.
And nothing more!
And mostly, he's calling me to do things which are related to my job, not as P, please.
As for the drawing out of sitting arrangement, i suppose that shouldnt be what a P should be doing, isnt?
P have to control everything, and did i ever chup in anything?
I didnt alrightttt.
I understand how you all feel.
I know he's bias towards me, but i hope i didnt do anything to make it worst.
I felt guilty, you know. ):
Sorryyyy, for making you all think that way.
Dont feel sad anymore alright?
:D
I didnt want to affect our friendship too.
I'm here just to clarify all the doubts out.
Since i dont have the chance to talk this out, cause i'm scared that my tears cant hold.
They aint strong.
I know it's not a good time to talk about this now, but i dont want to make things to goes bad.
So my mindset for now, will still be the concert.
And I'm not that perfect as what you all think.
/:



Lastly, it's none of us fault alrightttt.
So dont feel bad/guilty.
I'm just saying things out.
I'll still brighten myself tml, cause there's guitar!
:D

Hi, I'm PANGJIAMIN ♥
26th December 1993
Westwood Secondary School
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